James: A life full of bad experiences

James was very bright and a high earner in a bank.   He was overworked and desperate to change his profession and become a psychotherapist.   James was nearly through his training, but having a job keeping his clients and at a loss what to do.   He was extremely stressed at having to work abroad for short spells, which did not help.  He had had a sad and difficult life full of bad experiences despite his youth, things he had worked with in his own therapy.   He knew something was getting in the way with him being able to fully empathise with his clients and could we help.  There was sadness in his eyes but little spark.

His mind had protected him in the past, but now it was hindering his dream of helping others.   It automatically jumped to his defence when he tried to address the issue.  In order to bypass these defences I talked to James about shamanic soul retrieval, using the drum, explaining what would happen and what he needed to do.   He was sceptical but willing to try anything. To his amazement he had a vivid journey and was able to bring back several "soul fragments", which were "blown back" into him.   His eyes began to shine and his joy returned. Over the next few weeks he began to feel more whole as these parts became more integrated.   People noticed the difference and his clients were staying with him.   He no longer felt empty and was able to give.   His life began to change for the better and he was able to address his work problems and start a new relationship.

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Tracey: Loss from an old relationship

Tracey contacted me wanting a soul retrieval.

She talked of sensing a presence around, a female spirit.  I too was aware of this.   It brought to mind how she had felt in her first love, when she was in her teens.  Bill was very different from her husband.   She had lived with Bill for a year or so, but had split up when she found he was always going with other women, even using their home to see them.   She had bumped into him about 8 years ago and knew he had a child of his own.  She had been thinking of Bill recently.   Tracey knew she had stuff to let go of, or maybe let go of her.

I pursued this.  In some ways Bill and Tracey were still clinging to each other and it was necessary to work with this first.   After clearing this it still felt as though Tracey was not fully present.  It was as though she was still lost.   The little girl was still around.   Maybe it was her spirit.   I asked her to check, but she was unable to contact it, rather she was keeping it at bay.  She had a sense that she had lost the little girl when she had split with Bill.

So I suggested we carry out a soul retrieval to retrieve any soul fragments lost at that time.  Tracey agreed.  I helped her relax and enter an altered state.   She went, in her mind's eye, to a place she knew well and we carried out the soul retrieval.   Afterwards she described her journey with great clarity and in much more detail than given here.   Tracey had remembered that Bill had given her a little, ivory elephant when he had returned from travelling through India.   She had given it back to him when they had split.   She knew somehow that she would find it on her journey.   It was there in a wooden hut and with it was the little girl.   The little girl told her that she had to bring the elephant back with love as well as Tracey had given it back to Bill in anger.   I helped Tracey bring the energy of the little girl and the elephant back into her.  Tracey's eyes were now glowing and she looked fully present.   She had a sense of an old mischievousness returning, a side of her that her husband had never seen.

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